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2009-11-28T19:03:00.002+08:00

Whats on my mind now?
i really dont know what i'm thinking
I'm surprised tt i'm feeling down cuz of u yet it isnt.
Its someone that i dont really know yet making me get e feeling
of how sad i lost her.why? why i jolly well know i nvr had her at all
yet i so cant bear to let her go..tts weird.
Wat happen to me?
what i see & feel isit real this time?
or its jus a dream again.

2009-11-28T08:36:00.002+08:00

我喜欢你
我喜欢你无论做什么事都是为了我
我喜欢你，叫我别回到她身边
我喜欢你明明不事我心目中喜欢的那样的女生
可是我就是喜欢你。

2009-11-27T15:45:00.002+08:00

ITS THE END.
Looks like what have to be done has alr been done
Its time to close down this blog to mark an End.
Memories wil always be memories.
Its just like having a dream now.

To "YOU": Be good & dont bother them anymore.& tc of yrself.This few days has been happy being with you.

Closing on 28/11/2009

2009-11-27T08:36:00.003+08:00

Truth has always been cruel. After all these years finally when one decided to part
Everything is gng against u.
Maybe you're right.I'm jus like what u described.
Whatever it is. I know it well enuf what's gonna happen

And for "YOU"....i've nth to say. U shld know.
i'm not another other guys outside.

2009-11-25T15:27:00.003+08:00

i've finally came to realised the world that u & me live in no longer is e same
Tts y yr words nvr really affect me
Yup.

And for those people "OUTSIDE" pls b mindful abt who u're mixing with & BE with
before u goes arnd blaming pple this & tt.
Everything happen for a reason. If yr partner (HE/SHE) nvr gif e greenlight to e 3rd party. Nth will happen.Do u really feel secured having a partner like this?& dont act as if u know everything from here. actually "YOU" dont.

Of course if you wish to know e truth. "YOU" know how to find me. I'll b waiting. In fact, "YOU" are someone that has been in e dark. NOT US.

I'll be waiting......

2009-11-22T22:15:00.001+08:00

STOP telling me how much u've missed me
when i know what u're still dng now.
Its shows tat u've not changed at all but yet became WORST.

2009-11-20T08:42:00.001+08:00

2009-11-20T08:28:00.002+08:00

This is what i want say to you.

放飞心情

你终于说出口
其实你早就已经不爱我

为什么要低着头
你知道这玩笑骗不倒我

可是这不是玩笑
是要逃避你离开我的理由
我还能做什么
你已经不爱我
我一直都爱着你
难道这还不够
我还要做什么
你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
一心想离开我

我终于也说出口
其实很爱你但从没认真说过

或许是我的错
多在乎你却只放在心中(Yeah)
不要问我为什么
因为爱你这就是我的理由
我还能做什么
你已经不爱我
我一直都爱着你
难道这还不够
我还要做什么
你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
没什么需要被原谅
我笑得有些牵强
你知道我总是能够假装不难过
Oh不想看你那么累
多希望再给我机会
颤抖着我的手
握住的只是风

我还能做什么
你已经不爱我
我一直都爱着你
难道这还不够
我还要做什么
你才不离开我
我知道你已无心再继续看着我
一心想离开我
oh no no...

2009-11-09T16:38:00.000+08:00

猜不透是哪里出了错
恋爱的进度有些落后
据线报说你也喜欢我
怎么会还不动于衷
气象报告天气很不错
太阳晒的我脸夹红红
我也很想跟你做朋友
瞅你傻傻还不懂
再不行动就要被扣分
我一直在等着
恋爱轰轰烈烈的发生
明明暗示的够明显了
我很天真觉得勇敢的心花最动人
脚步太快你走在前头
我在你背后开不了口
多希望你在下个路口
就会牵起我的手
再不表白天就要黑了
我真的很想问
你是害羞还是太迟钝
给我一秒心动的眼神
我期待着因为有你让爱情能完整

2009-11-05T20:26:00.002+08:00

So everything is pre-plan..how silly.......
What a joke......

*To RH: I'm sorry

2009-11-03T07:52:00.000+08:00

刺在我心里，一句我爱你，能否再也不分离？你的承诺曾是一种不自觉的甜蜜
我说我爱你，你也不想再听。给你我的心，能否请你别遗弃？
我说我爱你 , 为什么你却给了我孤寂?

2009-10-27T09:04:00.001+08:00

Its the end.

2009-10-22T12:56:00.002+08:00

Are u still missing me?
Do u still wonder how i spent my days without u?
Or what u told me was jus a lie to cover everything?
Are u really happy now?
Do i still pop out?
Will u still accidentally scroll to my name on yr phonelist? thinking u're smsing me?

I doubt so..........

2009-10-21T20:40:00.004+08:00

Will u be thinking of me when u're alone?

I just hope u'll always rmb for once u know this guy which is me

I've fulfil my task.To let u 4get how others treat or neglect u & u gt yr new life.

Jia you k?

GOOD NEWS! dad n sis is planning to make e down payment for our new upcoming car!

woo!! how i wish tomolo i can have license.Shall update e car pic which we saw.

No more buses! no more taxi! =D

This is e link : http://www.sgcarmart.com/new_cars/newcars_photos.php?CarCode=10685&CUR=2#P

2009-10-21T16:19:00.003+08:00

Is there someone that still puts ring into his mouth & pass to u?
Is there someone that still buy u your fav famous amos cookies?
Is there someone that u'll wan to hug & nvr let go?
Is there someone that u can "sa jiao" to?
Is there someone that still bullys u? & pamper u aft tt?
Is there someone that u can end yr post with a *i miss u or *i love u?

Wil my shadow appear bside u when chinese new year comes again?
Will the number 12 still meant anything to u?

Are u there?
E girl that's so innocent & easily satisfied by small lil surprise.

2009-10-20T17:00:00.001+08:00

I realised when sleeping dream of u.
I actually smile cuz i see the "u"
I can only see that when i'm sleeping.

Aniwae. Looking forward to my off day.
Gng peh ky pub with sher
Woo.....
Shall endure remaining days b4 can play..

2009-10-19T21:37:00.002+08:00

Have u ever wonder why i can suddenly stop smsing u?
Do u feel my name wil appear on yr hp agn?

I told u abt me forgetting abt my hp.
I do hope when i reach hm.my hp wil b flooded by yr msgs.but it did nt.
N i dn feel heartache @ all.cuz dis is what i've expected too.

Til now u dont know how u've been become & what others think.
U can say they r wrong only yrself knows what is e truth.
U've become realistic & materialistic.
U always think what u're having now is what u want.
Yes.What u want now is what u wish for
But. U've lost pple that are true to u for life
Is he true to u? U yrself knows
Is bear true to u? U know it too.
Yet u choose to support what they hv created for u
An imaginary world.
What i say here now,u may damn me.
Whether u wil realised or not no one can b sure of.
What other thinks may not be e truth too
Only u yrself knows.
Yes i do miss u. Brenda Yeo.
& u know which brenda yeo i miss.
Tts y. these few days has been a quiet day & response from me.cuz i already know
tt brenda yeo has alr gone long ago.
Or maybe All along.u've been creating a imaginary world for me.
I'll jus hv to accept unwillingly.

2009-10-19T20:33:00.003+08:00

Know what?I actually pass by that place again. =) special feelings thou. but.yeap =)
M i really out of yr mind already?
Are u feeling e same without me?
Or are u again being influenced by things arnd u?
I'm no longer with you.
No one wil be warning u b4 hand anymore
U've to b mindful.

One thing which enlighten me today.
A couple c/in today.Know what? the girl is mute.but the guy still loves & tc of her
Yes.They come for pleasure but yeap they dont care how others judge n look at dem
Why?Cause they love each other. =)
Why bother about how other pple thinks abt YOUR relationship? Jus becuz dey say u & he/she is not suitable? Tt mus end? Jus becuz pple say He/She cant gif u what u want NOW.does tt mean all these have to end?

I've found my goal.
& soon. Everything will be realised & shown what u have missed out on.
I'm confident ITS REALLY NEAR.
You'll see e difference July 2010. Guys.Watch dis month.

While on my way to work dad ask me:

Dad: When r u getting yr license?y one day drag one day -.-
Me:Silence
Dad: Faster get license lar den i can hand over my car 2 u & drive
Mom: Silence (MEANS SHE AGREE TO LET ME DRIVE!!) WAHAHAHA
Dad: Huh?faster get license take my car & join yr friend lor

All along dad wanted to hand over e car to me and thanks dad. For always doting on dis useless son quietly all these years. =)

Yes.I do miss the panda 120506.
and yes. Its year 2006. Now its already 2009 =)

2009-10-18T19:57:00.003+08:00

Where are u?
Are u missing me? Do u miss e feeling of we hugging each other tight?
Do u miss my shoulder?
Wil u stil treat me eat once u got yr first pay?
Sigh..
I'm tired.Dont know why.Just tired.Mentally,physically.
When u're outside enjoying having fun.did i pop out in yr mind?doubt so.

I've come to know things that are very important. I've come to know all these days i've been heartaching tts y my life have been in such a way.But i dont know how to stop it from aching.
I really got no idea. Sigh. i shall remain lonely. Its better dis way. Pple ending up being with me
wil come to no good. even my baby. All along i've been aching cuz i miss the 120506 baby. Til now i totally dont know whois this girl anymore. where r u? Til i'm jus someone she wish to forget so hard n can jus sway me away from the words of her friends. Where's my baby? The one that wil share everything treat me as her no.1 in her heart.even an ant bite her.she wil also sms to complain to me. jus wishes that i sayang her.do u know i've been so lonely without u ma brenda yeo(120506)? wil u stil come back? sigh..I'm jus someone that she is willing to let go to gain more friends.i'm jus someone that have been left out.sigh.......
Walking aimlessly thru the night. jus hope whateva i bought can reach her. Thou her physical presence is stil here.but i can no longer feel her. i'll jus wait for 1 day when she totally 4gets abt me. its time i let go too....& i know she's trying hard. My heart can continues to ache til den.
i'll suffer dis everyday alone just to let u lead yr happy life without me...........

*God.All these years i've never pray anything for myself.
All these years my every praying has xiangting.
I hope u stil continue to hear my prayers.
Please.Tq.Tts all i hope for.

I'm tired. I jus wish to sleep.
I heartache is not becuz i've lost her but to know e truth abt you.

2009-10-17T21:59:00.003+08:00

Had a fun day since morning.Thx nick.For acc me e whole day.
Met up with nick's fren also. HAHA. So fun all with their own car.
I'll get mine soon too & join u guys =)
Sad.My clearance was not approved yet. but nbm.its jus 3mths away from this sad ground
I can make it =)

Bt still. I know no matter what i say now. It doesnt matter u anymore
N i'm trying to accept it.
I shall stay in my own world for e remaining days.
I'll nvr hope tt u wil eva come holding my hand & cal me laogong agn.
U belong to others now tc =)

Night is here. I think no one know how i'm feeling.
No one..& i mean no one.........
Hope i can jus slp peacefully......
U no longer care yet u stil act as if u do..sigh..why?
I shld hv realised.My life has become lonely frm now.

2009-10-17T08:45:00.000+08:00

Last goodbye.
I look normal on e outside but deep inside my heart or when i'm alone
I cant just stop questioning myself by asking
Where exactly are u.............?

My Last Word.

2009-10-16T07:37:00.002+08:00

Probably my last entry.
Somethings just cant be forgotten.

Can u really not think of me when u sees....

Mac bfast?
Kfc bfast?
pizzahut?
carrot cake?
sausage?
ham & egg?
rice with nothing but jus simply soup?
spagetti?
sweet popcorn instead of salty?
sprite? (Xue bi)
Domo?
samuel?
your bed?
those bears on yr bed?
bus 197?
bus 222?
sg flyer?
老地方?
popeyes?
arnold's chicken?
skim?
cone ice-cream?
h81?
playgrnd?
swing?
guys wearing white top?
etc....(i'm sure u know better then i do)

Those places we had our fun meals?? our TAN JIA session?

When u ever step into orchard road n take a stroll wont my shadow appear jus bside u?
When u ever step into a cinema to catch a movie wont u be thinking i'm seating bside u?
When u're shopping wont u hope u're holding my arm?
When u're slping at night.wont u feel i'm jus bside u too?
When u're walking wont u hope tt i'm e one behind u shooting pearl?
When u're alone wont u hope i'm e one to be silly to make u smile?

If u ever go KL,Malaysia,Genting wont u think about our time there?How we walk around eat around as if there was only e two of us? the promises we made?
If u ever go Petaling wont u remember the model car u kip please me to buy for u?
Wont u remember the fishpond we make our wishes?
Dont u wish to know what my wishes was?or that pond jus didnt realised my wishes.
wont u remember how we enjoy our ikan-bilis?
The comment we argued abt the pagoda?
When u spent your each year bdae, your yearly Chinese new year,wont u think of how i used to follow u?
Wont u hope a silly boy wil ever hold a heartshape standing outside yr door........??
Wont u hope when u shout "dear" i'm e one replying u?
Wont u hope that silly boy wil always stands beside u no matter how u scold him & angry him?
even til u did smth that u think let him down?
Wont u hope that silly boy will always show u how much he love u?by being softhearted times & times agn? til he has hurt himself so badly yet he dont mind.
the bits n pieces of those silly quarrels we had? & how we patch up each time so sweetly?
a silly boy that wil always offer u places of where to eat? and a bottle of yakult?

All these doesnt cross your mind anymore?? or all along i'm only e one feeling dis way.Til i'm too silly to realised it has been dis way all along.Or all these doesnt bother abt u anymore.........

3yrs ago. a silly yet cant even speak properly and lack of self-confidence boy met a girl. Who he finally got e courage to tell himself. he want to take care of this girl,he wan to bring her go places she had not been b4 during his life time, he want to make her world full of color. He's the one that drag tt girl out of that colorless world into a colorful world. Yet the girl has push that silly boy back to her colorless world.Its him who take care of her all along, how can she now used to how other people take care of her?Maybe all this was jus his own wishful thinkings.....

In his heart,he has been thinking, what has she becomes like what is she now.
Whenever he thinks of it. His tears just cant stop rolling down his chubby cheeks.
Til his heart was so disheartened & slowly dead.........n wishes his life would jus end in an instant.

2009-10-10T13:04:00.005+08:00

Have been spending my time just to watch movies online
So far watch the No.9 tt i failed to catch and once agn G-Force
Do u stil remember G-Force? U were so happy watching that movie.
Hmm...Just to prevent myself staying away from my hp.
Have u eaten yr lunch? Where r u now.....??
Sigh...
can i eat aston's with u agn?
wil u bring me to eat jap food agn?
what u said to me ytd isit true? abt the yogurt thing?
sigh. i bet u dont rmb what u've said aniwae.
I'm just a silly boi.
Its gonna be the 1st time in as many days as we've been tgt we did nt sms each other
Are u used to it?
Are u thinking of me?
I tried to find yr perfume smell when i hug my bolster.
Do u stil rmb the days of our laughter?
Everything u do,see & go. did u see my shadow?
When u're eating chicken wing did u think of me? (U must eat clean ok? if not i'll eat for u ) sigh...

I'm sick of tired of family asking me y i'm at hm during off days y didnt u mit her.
sigh...
I wont allow anyone think badly of u no matter how bad u're
It hurts me. Have not been eating much. Its like heartache overcome my hungryness.
How long can i stand?

*saw 2online user reading my blog. One is me.another one issit u? sigh..

2009-10-10T10:13:00.007+08:00

没有熊猫的日子,第2天

Awaken by thunderstorm at my side & realised everything has ended its stil hard
to take nearly sms her & ask is she stil sleeping?is her side stil having thunderstorm?or mayb she has alr went out wit her frens yet agn. How i wish we once again lie down tgt n see stars
shining up in the sky. Yr fav isnt it? Everytime u see stars u will "wa so nice" U're always full of emotion. Tts y light up a silly boi's life with no emotions at all.wil we ever eat ice cream agn? Or m i jus sum1 u wan den u come dn wn jus kip it aside?

Tml is sun yet my off day. What should i do? or shld say what CAN i do?
Wil i received her sms again one day? or she wil disappear from my life 4eva
The next time i saw her maybe she already has another guy standing bside her
Wil she asked me out tomolo? again i'm lying to myself. sigh..

Alot things went thru my mind when i'm sleeping last night. Do i really love her?
After what she did & what she say and her motive most impt her main reason for gifing up this relationship. i'm really confused.Even xiaofei say she abit not like last time that brenda ping is better. Isit really tt way? xiaofei? Let time to tell me my real ans dis time. Have decided if rong cal/sms me tomolo. I wil go this time. Til now i m still thinking for her. Only myself know what is that.

Anyway, have a date with xiaofei next sat. N soon we wil conquer our hse here the MULTISTORY Carpark. HAHAHAHA. Only we know what we gonna do. Gng work later. its gonna be a tough night. But no matter what. I think i have my ways of stopping it. Tt promise i made her last night. She nvr reject @ all.Makes me even cfm she's leaving dis time. Staring at my hp n found out its stil so dead makes my heart sank each time. Let time heals me.......

you say u wil come back if u love me? will u really come back?
u say u left to change 4 e better? have u change? or are u jus lying to me yet u're alr giving up?
Mayb 1 day yr feelings towards me is not tt strong anymore i'll know everything frm u.
Am i really the guy tt u love most in dis life?
你还爱我吗？
好想再一次对你说你是我的女人。。。

2009-10-09T22:19:00.004+08:00

I will just have to accept her lies from now.
She told me she will be back.But i can feel deep in her heart
She already dont need me as a bf anymore thru her sms & words.
I will just have to lie to myself yet again..She stil loves me.

2009-10-09T16:28:00.006+08:00

i have promise u what i wil promise.
for once i wil show u promise are meant to be promise.
I can only stare at my phone everyday now.
How i wish i can sms u agn telling u "dear i'm on my way to work le u leh?"
How i wish every morning was your good morning sms.
How i wish i can sms u every morning aft my night shift "Dear i'm home jia you for work ok?"
How i wish u can wave goodbye to me wheneva i sent u hm aft our meetings
How i wish u can hold my hands and walk ECP with me again
How i wish u can tel me u're sleeping wish me for a goodnite kiss

没有熊猫的日子,第1天

2009-10-09T11:47:00.007+08:00

没有熊猫的日子,第1天

Finally its a new chap of my life.
I've been complaining to you during these 3years.
Now its time i complain to my blog.
Thanks for letting me know how much i love you.
Yes we may never go where we want to & spent time like we've always been
i can really save $ from now.No more $2 salary.
No more worries abt her sms-ing me without me replying n she bian zhui
Have to let go already.

Alright.Jus came back from nearby to settle some things
Pass by thomson plaza,& pass by e playground behind where me & her play swing
And a night when she cried on my shoulder to ask me take her back
Yes i agreed.There was really nice memories there.
Bought kfc back. But jus left it on e table.
Know what? i saw PAN LING LING & Her Husband.
I whisper to myself. "dear,u wan eat yr shrooms burger?" silly isnt it?
Like kena some love poison like that.

Went NTUC help sis buy mash potato. Cause she cant have solid food for these few days
Everything i saw is also mushroom type. got so qiao meh?
Life will be hard to live on from now on. But. i know i have to.
She has her own life. She prefers her current life. With frens no bf.
I shall respect her decision.
I realised i even love her til i dont mind abt her past anymore.Not even abit.
I just wish if she comes back one day i'm there. so she wont be lonely anymore.
Yes XXP is right. i am jus trying to protect her too much til i make myself so xinku

XXP: look at her, u say she sad, bt she stil can go out n enjoy u down here cry she know meh?at night u cry til slp. she also wont know also cant feel.Did she auto asked u to meet or go out aft u brk? No lor. The one she thought of is her frens.Why?She already intend to use her frens to 4get u.Y b so silly?

ME: *Silence(Bt actually,my heart broke agn)

XXP: aiya,dont know what to say u lar,console u til tot u ok le.den afterawhile
u agn shield her. I in sch also pek cek. U dn nit so shang xin lar, when time flies, u think she wil still remember u meh?the feeling wont be there alr.so dont think she'll come back.

Y does this XXP always have to be so str8..Cannot see pple heart alr break meh.
Sigh...Afterall she's e one tt makes me understand whats true love. Thou those sms i sent her she nvr reply i know what i said hits her heart. Tts y she dont wan to reply telling me its true to prevent me from being more sad. sigh.

I'm always wondering,does our memories not enuf to bind ur tgt ma?
Mayb what she wants is me to get out of her life.but she jus cant say it out.
i think for a very long time.i wont watch movie or eat out.
By e time i think i'm drifting away from this world.(ok lar.don say world, SG jiu hao)
Now is only work,home SLEEP.

Recently,i've been chasing this 93.3fm story telling drama.Really touching
Its call dno what "hai you ai" de. Its abt one family wit a kids with smth disablity or smth. very touching.
Will u miss calling me dear? or u have not realised tt u alr lost 1?

As pple say,truth is always cruel.Yes i think its time for me to leave.

2009-08-15T12:38:00.002+08:00

Wonder how much do i need to save in order to marry my baby?
Had a conversation with her ytd & find out i need alot =.=

Me: baby,wonder how much do i need to save up to marry u?
Baby: i think need alot, i wan grand grand one.
Me: void deck can?
Baby: HUH?!
Me: ok la ok la..chalet lo....
Baby: WHY?!?! dear?! u marrying me leh

tts when i get to know actually marry need alot of $$ =.=
have to start saving..if not by 40yrs old aso cant marry her liao.

Life's is as per normal.work work & work.
Work has been happy lately everything went on smoothly.
This job somehow is fun as u can always see weird weird guest coming in
wonder how long can i stay in this line. kinda tired.

somehow my life has gone back to normal
its always Work,Mit baby,home if not Off,mit baby,home.
LOL! kinda boring i know.but what to do..tts my life ba.

Hope everything remains............

2009-08-03T21:52:00.000+08:00

Dont know why i'm feeling emo this few days.
I'm unhappy.
Nth to say.
22July...............

2009-07-29T08:31:00.003+08:00

baby ask me to update so here am i to update =x guai enuf le ba?
hmm life been back to normal. haha.
its work & work agn aft enjoying my 1st hols with baby

Jan KL trip is on jus need further preparation b4 baby n i can set off once agn!
woo..cant wait.but its another 6 mths
Aso realised all these while.i am still the boy baby wish for.
I'm so happy n proud of myself. maybe i really cant live without her anymore
Issit a gd thing? or bad thing? =x

Juz hope what we are guessing wont be true @ all.
if not our life wil really become v.diff liao.
sigh. thou my love 4 u wil nvr change....

lastly i love u baby =)

2009-07-18T03:49:00.002+08:00

Suddenly i feel. Maybe its a good thing to go. So I wont have to worry anymore.
how i wish..............................................

2009-07-09T09:07:00.003+08:00

Maybe i'm the one bringing trouble to myself.
i shld not expect that you would be like e past anymore
cause u can no longer be
the girl tat no matter what e moment u see me everything will be gone
regardless issit whether u're tired or what.
afterall maybe you no longer need me in ur life...

2009-07-08T22:19:00.002+08:00

No one knows what will happen tommorow.
I may be smiling and pampering u.
But next moment i'm no longer appearing.
The love you'll never find.

Dont ignore your love ones.
Or you may end up in misery.
You wont be able to love someone for so many time.
cause in this world there is only one person you love.

2009-07-06T02:21:00.002+08:00

Finally i have get to know why i love my baby so much.
You people may think i'm gonna say will be damn long.
but my reason is simple.

I just love the silly her............
she can just buy $1 ice-cream and wait for me til she sees me.
the ice-cream melts in her hand but it also melts my heart.
til now that scence its still deep in my heart...
whether "you" are stil here its stil unknown.

i love you..=)

2009-07-05T22:36:00.001+08:00

Afterall no one understands me...
Everything is stil the same actually..isnt it?

2009-07-02T21:35:00.002+08:00

Someone asked me.WHY are u still loving her that much after all these has happen.
I replied...Hope u're satisfied with my answer.
Someone asked me.WHAT if all this is just a hoax.
I replied too..

Hope you people do understand what i'm gng thru.
I blive in retribution.HOW you treat people,nxt time tts how people treat u
WHY?
cause i'm one of the victim...............

If by giving out true love yet all i get is just this.
我也认了.......
i choose to blive her. So i hope you pple will belive me once more.....

2009-07-01T23:16:00.001+08:00

Will you miss me i'm gone suddenly without you knowing??

2009-06-26T21:30:00.012+08:00

I've decided to come up with this post as i think i shld know your answer by now. sorry you wil sure say i'm not confident enuf.Yes i'm not.In fact totally i've no confidence tt u gonna return like b4. All i left is the memories of you.

Want to reborn your hair for you,want to go hols with you,want to cont to be the one to bring u to where you've not been b4.

Went to cut hair as u've complain abt my hair. Yes i've cut it =) walk from bugis to our Laodifang. Everywhere is you. how scared i am to turn rounds and rounds but cant find the direction to our laodifang. =((

how we started our 3yrs at the bus stop when we first saw each other,how we have our first meal @ newton.(maybe that is the time i'm destined to bring u eat around) how we first went to fountain of wealth.how i she bu de you leave me tat night.

how you hold my arm during our first date,how we went to stadium,How we eat our wanton mee,how you brought me to national library,how we laminate our neoprint arnd tt area,how i follow u to popular,how wil i disturb you when we walk past the dark road whenever we walk from bugis to suntec before the overhead bridge.When ever we climb that overhead bridge you wil always say to me "dear 我很累" make me always holding ur hand tight and climb up. how u first brought me to try out the korean food,how we hold hand & walk to our lao di fang always.how you spent my 18 bdae with me,how we always walk arnd without any directions.how you wil always look forward to for my bookout date,how we wil always spent our sats & sun tgt, til i ORD started work, How u pei me go around interview,how i got 81 job,how you wake me up every morning,how you iron my clothes,how u sent me off to bus stop & take bus,how i she bu de you every morning.how we sat @ east coast,how i sing your fav zhao chuan song to you,how u always lie on my shoulder,how you always tear infront of me,how we cycle from one end to another,how we always look forward to meet each other.

how you complain to me you u hungry ....and i always bring u eat...

All these no longer in your mind..........................

This is the place where our tears,laughter,memories wil be kept & bury.how you nod your head saying you're coming back.

Our most memorable 30mins was once in one of the cabin

Wil u stil go with me =(

All along i ignore your plea for me to treat u better. I'm sorry. now you've find your love i can only do nth but let go. When you are outside with him and frens i realised i'm all alone.....i'm the one tt let u down. I'm e one tt did not treasure you......as u say....u dont love me anymore...how u left tt night.....wil always be in my mind.

If no miracles happen,by e time u read this post.This is what you wil be hoping for.

我真的好累.....

All i live with is regrets....

just like walking to the end of this road.........

your silly boy.........

2009-06-23T15:39:00.001+08:00

I hope this decision of mine will be worthwhile.
What i promise u i'll do k? =)

2009-06-20T08:13:00.000+08:00

I'm in pain once more.
Everything was just a dream Yesterday
I'm stil the same.

2009-06-19T07:51:00.006+08:00

Hate to say this.but everything ends here. Your words just keep circulating around my mind.My heart is really dead.

who can i turn to....Pls take me to somewhere where i can be alone...

this love is difficult but its real.

好怕一放心睡了
心跳在梦中不听话的就停止了
就让我的心慢慢死去吧.......

2009-06-18T22:42:00.001+08:00

what do i need?? why am i so scared of you now.?

2009-06-18T15:02:00.003+08:00

Back home. she dont let me cont to pei her. but to meet later =) she see my wan slp wan slp yet stil pei her she wil heartpain i guess.HAHA.i so thick skin. =X

just now we so funny.walking at ps then keep criticise about other couples.keep say if he like that or she like tat sure quarrel de.HAHA.den we luff at our own comments.RETARD! hao kaixin. long time never laugh til like that le..oh ya! she's super heartless too can.thats how we chat jus now

xuan :boy,will u take me to sentosa tomolo since u're off
me: why sentosa? sentosa got what? dont tell me u wan go underwater agn lo.
xuan: u want bring me go ma? ni zhui teng wo de dui ma? "bian zhui"
me: *nods*

SEE SEE?!?!?! she's so evil! she know my weakpoint!!! TMD!! DIE DIE DIE!!!

xuan: boy,i want take ferris wheel...
me: dont want.wo pa gao...
xuan: ni bu teng de wo.if u teng wo u wont lie to me
me: !!! why leh? what i lie??
xuan: u flying elephant got wings how can scared of height.u can fly leh
me: =.= burst into laughter.!

xuan: u also must bring me to k-box with ur fren
me: why.its man's NIGHT leh
xuan: change to OUR night then *laughter
me: LL -.-

why i nvr lost to someone in ding zhui y wil i only lost to you. tmd. u watch out ah! lol... si xiao bu dian. LOL!!

okok ciao.gng slp le. later gonna fetch her back.and prepare for tml's trip to ferris wheel and sentosa!!! =D shall blog if i can tonight..

*yes.finally i'm being awaken by sms yet agn its you. but..=)

2009-06-18T10:09:00.002+08:00

Just reach home after BTT. hee. as usual lo. but dont know why press press also wil heartpain.

after BTT xuan wait 4 me at the bustop.cab home. =) ask u dont so early wake up le. bu hui ting de.. but i appreciates it. thank you. But now she's complaining say i keep dont wan go cong liang. -.- as i say. singapor lang cannot praise one.she's evil! say my bed small somemore?! tmd. and now she's so engrossed abt my room.keep see here see there. -.-

hao la hao la.say small change a big one for u kae? keep bian zhui. see le aso xin tong. dont keep use this word lo "ni zhui teng wo de dui ma" i tell you.. mei you yong de lo..HAHA..ying wei wo hui forever teng ni le =) hope this is the new start for me. no one will understand the pain i've gone thru this few days. bt i can really feel i'm so happy cause i really know how to treasure things.hao le i go cong liang. pple noisy liao.. keep say hungry.

blog agn @ night. tata ~

2009-06-17T20:00:00.003+08:00

i think i have really put down everything liao. yes i cant deny that i stil hope she'll come back but she have alr made a decision. my life wil stil needs to goes on
but she has alr change my life. My life may be lonely from now. But its a lesson learnt. If i happen to have someone in my life again. i'll never repeat the mistake agn. I think i shall not bother her life already. its nth i can do to make her happy.

AIMSON u can de =)

All i can do now is to spent time outside.Decided to go for a walk whenever i'm free
focus on my career maybe go for some course bah earn more $$ jus to gif my next her more happiness.

AIMSON wil always rise from diff kind of hardship! =D =D

alright back to work..tata~

AIMSON Will be the real aimson from now on =)

ps: i cant deny i still love you,i wil miss u. no girl can replace you. what i've promise u i wil do it =) my only thing. maybe the nxt time u see me or what. its what u wish for. you're right i should change for myself =)

2009-06-17T15:55:00.003+08:00

Yeap. its another day. Mom bought food yet i dont wish to eat. i know by dng dis i'll collapsed soon and i'm scared yet i'm making myself do this.

i know life will never be the same. she thinks she's getting sweet love now. and i know you are. but you know better then me.

will never go to any places to eat like fish & co. cause only you'll like to eat.

yup.. life is boring...

gng K-box with xiaofei soon.Sorry ah bro,i know u dont sing.but just want to vent out.i've always wanted to go de..even she ask me to go i aso reject.sorry lo.drag u pei me to hell listen me sing. HAHA!

2009-06-17T07:36:00.005+08:00

Back home. Yet hungry. but still..cant make myself to eat.
Past 12hrs on shift every min has been hell to me.

Sorry rahman. I shldnt have lie to you.cause i know if i dont lie to you. you wont agree to my decision. Sorry. I can see the disappointment in your eyes cuz i know since i join u've always wanted to groom me to become a AM.Sorry. My goal is no longer there. Sorry i cant meet your expectation. And sorry Eric for not replying u just now while on cab cuz i'm trying hard to control my tears. Cant blive i actually tears thru out the journey.

Sorry mama. I know this few days when u open the door u always hear me crying under the blanket yet u keep quiet and close the door back quietly just not to make me feel paiseh. but i know it. sorry. bu shi gu yi brk ur heart once agn. as u say ur son is useless.since young i am always letting u to worry abt me.studies even now my personal life. dui bu qi.

Sorry daddy. for not having breakfast with you. Every morning u sms me i said no. everyday i reach home jus to wait til ur car has left then i can come up. Just dont want u to see my swollen eyes.dui bu qi. ur er zi really useless. wo zhen de fang bu xia.

Tml is my BTT test.wil be taking bus 51 but no matter whether i pass or fail.only get to know the truth that she will no longer be seating outside sharing my joy and sadness. I've got no one to whine to anymore. all i left is myself.No matter i pass or fail i'll talk to u secretly inside my heart.

I've taken a day off for tomolo. Just hope to go to those places that i went wit her. i'm afraid sooner or later i wil not have anymore courage to step out of this hse anymore.b4 i could forget everything i wish to rmb it 1st.

i've been tearing once almost every 3-4hrs. wo zhen de shou bu liao le. why i know very clearly she wont be coming back yet the more i understand the more sad i am? everyone has been telling me "just forget her she's so heartless and can change heart jus within days" the more pain i feel. cuz i stil blive she's not like this!! why.......do u all know the more u all say my heart bleeds more?

How i wish i could be blind. so i wont be able to see the place and her image always appearing infront of me. i know she's very happy without me. i've aso decided not to bother her anymore. cuz i know i wont be able to see her anymore even if she wish to see me. cuz i no longer have e courage to see her. i dont wish her to see the pathetic look i'm now.i know she wont bother abt coming here to see how i am. cuz she has really forget.

Lastly, Mom really sorry. i really cant forget her. i can only tear alone while u'll are not around. i cant even hear her voice cuz i know i cant control anymore. all these years of pain..is still continuing.. thanks those that care for me. really thanks.i can only cry til make myself slp day by day. people say loving someone alone is no diff from being a zombie. Yes i am.

i love you deeply.......and stil loving you.......u said u would come to see me.i doubt u'll.u wont eva have time for me. u wont be appearing infront of me anymore. By reading your 06 entries makes me feel even worst..have u read back those entries??? have u?? everyday just hope i'll get awaken by my hp. cause i know it wil be you. but it wil no longer be that case. i will not no longer smile secretly to myself. no longer wil be seeing your backview.

3rd day

2009-06-17T01:21:00.003+08:00

i suppose this is the 3rd day? Things happen tat fast. til i cant even blive myself.
i'm alr dont know what to say.i also dont wish to say what has happen.Those that know wish to comment no matter is good or bad can do as.my tag board is just beside.
but all i can say. its my fault.Pple keep telling me "aimson forget la,she so heartless alr" but no one knows the exact story. Its me who caused her being what you pple say heartless..

But have to act tough infront of dad,mom & sis. Plus RC collegues.but lucky i stil have my own room to make me myself. its hard.but thats all i can do now. i'll be blogging more often. as she always say i did not blog.now i've plenty of times but cause of her i've been myself yet agn. Frens keep asking me "eat smth la,dont eat later she come back u die how" but really cant eat jiu shi cant eat ma. eating while tearing u pple try lo. see food eat few mouth feel like vomitting.Today mom cook my fav. but i eat few piece i stop.sorry mom,seeing ur face so sad aft i stop eating i'm sorry. amazing thing is i cant even finish a fillet-o-fish. haha

i wont change a single thing in this blog. no one wil ever change. Its been like that and wil always be like that. I know you pple must be laughing at me. when she's gone then u come and complain.Ya..i shld not even think of that plan.

Leave is coming and i'm gng on a short trip probably myself ba. This trip is actually with her. as hotel already booked before things happen so have to go.

yup thanks everyone for being so caring when i'm down this few days and RC pple for making me happy always trying to joke around and make me get involves in your conversation.but that wil only make me more sad. but anyway thanks pple!
i'm just getting & feeling what i deserved.she've gone thru all these for 3yrs. But me merely 3 days. My pain wil never be compared to hers.

Just hope she will be happy from now on. think she will. she's the girl i saw 3yrs back again. memories will be kept. Like how we share one psp playing bursting out in laughter. Lastly GOD, pls tc of her for me. If anything were to fall on her.pls fall on me. As she've been praying for me this way before.Its my turn to take over her. shall blog once i reach home after work tomolo again...tata..

2008-12-28T19:39:00.001+08:00

starting my single life....and wil always be.....

2008-11-26T14:46:00.003+08:00

wow.its been months since i last update =x due to work. after work is only sleep off day also sleep..lol..nth much.becoming more & more no life. had been working @ bugis for nearly 3months.lol. accompanied by my eva supporting wifey. Get to see all kinds of guest. My unhappyness @ work had passed i suppose.hopes everything goes on as smoothly as present. =X my mind has been empty nowadays. dno what to type. its either work or wifey. LOL!

aniwae, wifey,the watch u bought for me.is the 1st watch i keep wear it everyday.its somehow became part of my dressing.nvr wear like v.weird.hee! ty! gonna save alot money for our thai trip =X ><~ ciao ~ =D

2008-10-22T16:28:00.002+08:00

I thought after i've left,i can accept that my life wil be without you. In fact, its not. my love for u has never change since the very first day. I stil care for u tat much. Thanks for all that u've done for me. i'll be fine......

2008-10-22T15:35:00.001+08:00

Afterall u're stil e best..........

2008-09-28T09:21:00.002+08:00

woo hoo.i'm back aft so long did not update. have been busy working since 12sept =x
currently working @ hotel 81 as JE =x LOL! have been stressful for this first 1 week so. but everything is starting to stable down now..i'm sure i can be a success over there. everyone might think hotel 81 (eee.. pros go de) u're wrong! we do have nice & polite oversea guest jus wanting to stay in our hotel. thou our hotel is label as brothel hotel but we stil provide the best customer service to those customer.but fck up customer beware. we do have "punishroom" so those who are reading this beware. wan go hotel 81 pls b polite to the front desk pple. dey can decide ur "happy times" in what environment. hahaha. i'm lucky and happy to be in tat branch of hotel 81. with my HM rahman (a disturbing manager), roy(my mentor,thou always make him pekcek cuz of my stupidness), eric( the paikia there haha ) , jason (funny but effective sfoe), kartini (our sister) , (kelly, (the chiobu @ our branch) , melody (another je). nice working wit them. and lastly my laopo lor. serving me well b4 & aft work. help me iron clothes, bla bla bla x= ty ! =D hee. nth much to blog.jus hope for my 1st pay =x >< lol..

2008-09-04T22:06:00.008+08:00

Lol. Ytd went to ORD FFI . LOL its a damn long process not becuz they're checking lotsa things. but they are just simply slow! they even cut down a few process shld be faster right? in e end, we from got pple wait til no pple. wth. plus i've got fever yet make me wait inside tat medical center makes me more sick. Ah pang and gm went to rent a lancer and fetch us to & fro. aft FFI we went to Funan,aljunied,chomp chomp,selegie and lastly home =x. Pang driving..........how to say..totally "No govt" red light green light as long as he nvr notice he jus go. lucky @ night no pple. last traffic light we encounter b4 my stop. Lucky he's fast. after tat 2 TP bike jus flash pass. Lucky chap. nxt time mus buy insurance if taking his car. GM driving was more stable. CAN U IMAGINE AH PANG DRIVE 140km/h !! i dn wn be 2nd caiwei's fren >< if not someone gonna flood sg. =/

Tml gonna get back my IC. 2yrs nvr see my ic liao =x wonder my ic stil rmb me ><

"SuperORD"!

你别在这睡你怎么哭着脸
谁叫你还搞不清楚我跟你的差别
Yeah,我们ord!
Yeah,我们ord!
Yeah,我们ord!
你们还在当兵！！
我明天拿IC
你们还在拿11B!
谁叫你还搞不清楚我跟你的差别
Yeah,我要ord!
Yeah,我要ord!
Yeah,我要ord!
你们还在当兵！！
Chao Recruit 准备, 每天Knock it down.
Buaytahan 留下了擦干眼泪
美女都在我的我的身边
你们你们只有只有bunk Mates
Ah Lu 没空给你给你安慰
不服气你就乖乖乖乖乖AWOL
管你作弊还是叫你爸捐钱
想ORD就乖乖当完两年!
当兵靠的是实力不是运气
所以你真的不用太伤心
如果想再挑战随时可以signon
不过你要再努力努力一百年才可以!
你别在这睡你怎么哭着脸
谁叫你还搞不清楚我跟你的差别
我拿ic, 你们拿11b!

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! HAPPY ORD TO ME!!!! =X

2008-08-31T12:15:00.002+08:00

CAN U IMAGINE ITS E LAST BOOK IN OF MY NS LIFE TONIGHT! AFTER TODAY ! NO MORE SUNDAY BOOK IN NO MORE MONDAY BLUE ANYMORE!!! ORD LOH!!! =D

LOL.. its been a long wait since. Thou i feel like signing on but for some reason,i did not. =/ somehow thinks tat i really like army lifestyle.cuz no life equals to my life. HAHA. yup.Time flies... =/

Aft ord its again another story >< hope everything goes well.. =x

2008-08-27T14:18:00.002+08:00

Somehow kinda miss army life. lol.Afterall 2yrs have passed. lol. Those time where we sleep in our bunks. Those times we kena tekan tgt. Those time we shed tears cuz of platoon disband. Every sunday gonna bk in, Monday Blue. Etc.etc. All is in our mind. Finally Delta Coy gonna ORD. Stil remember the 1st day i enlist. lol. its jus seems so fast. Our OC,PC & PS aso dno change how many liao. lol. yeap.

NDP with PC kailong. LOL.Thou the girl he like in e end no outcome. =x bt nbm. Sgt Chua also. Saw him on monday aft GM & I finish our interview when we were waiting 4 bus @ kovan. Yup. Alot of things learnt during NS life. Alot of things changes & lost too =x . Its time to enter my next phase of life. Good or bad fated de bah i think. I jus realised.Daydreaming very shuang.LOL!! jus sit one corner ZBL can liao. =x Alot things i regretted but no choice. What done is done.

This post sounds emo =.= .

P.S : Pls pay $7 for viewing. Dont CHAO GENG!

2008-08-27T14:17:00.001+08:00

Ahem. I've Updated.

2008-08-06T12:38:00.002+08:00

hmm. Its agn leave til 14/08/08 =x Working on sun til thurs morning. LOL! Agn.Shag Nights is coming.This time with GM,Nick,TH & Co. LOL! yeah. Need earn $$ for dar's bdae.if not i then lazy go work lor. So Shag there.Stand til leg aso can break. LOL.but nbm.For my BRENDA =x. Preparing a surprise for her alr. LOL. Heard the thing can get from vivo.Need ask Dion.He's bringing me to go. =D LOL. Hope darling will like it.But scare aft tat she see le.dont bear to eat =x lol.. hmmx. Stil wondering whether wanna extend ORD date to help out another 2weeks when new recruit comes in. Yahx. Hmmx. See how bahx..nth to do.. BYE! =x Lastly. I love my brenda =x

2008-08-01T16:46:00.003+08:00

Jus realised i'm 20 already! =/ lolx. Have gone thru ups & downs. hmmx.but luckily i've a wonder gf.name Brenda Yeo Xiang Ting. & this post is dedicated to her.
I've been wanting to cre8 this post when i'm in camp.Here it is.

- She's Always by my side no matter what i did
- Thanks for always enduring me thou i always attitude u & treat u badly
- Thanks for always trying to fulfil my wish & unreasonable demands
- She willing to sacrifice her friendship just for me
- She wont mind coming all e way down just to meet me even for a short period of time
- She always trying to change herself not for her good but for me =)
- She always give in to me thou i'm e one being unreasonable jus to avoid arguments.
- Thx for gifing me a chance to own a psp with ur hardearn $$ tat time
- Thx for gifing me a chance to forget whats e feeling of breaking up & being ditched.
- Thanks for always being so caring & thoughtful
- Thanks for gifing me so many chances even thou u know i hurt u
- Lastly Thanks for gifing me a chance to have u & occupied a spot in ur heart =D

Your Lovely Laogong.

2008-07-23T15:22:00.003+08:00

Lately have been knowing deaths of people. Mayb god is trying to sent out messages to people. Treasure those around you.As you wont know what happen the day after today. SO! PLS DONT NOT IGNORE PPLE AROUND YOU! GOD DAMN IT! =x

*In case for those out there who dont treasure their own lifes. Think twice. U're lucky tt u're stil alive. Some pple dont even have tat chance that u have.

Hoho

2008-07-23T00:56:00.003+08:00

Yoz. Lol.its been a long time since i last update. Same old thing happen for the last month or so. Meaning its always clearing off and off and stil off. =x til today i'm stil clearing leave. Later @ night gonna book in =x yeah. I've been booking in a day and book out the next. =/ kinda relac huh rite u guys mus b thinking! NO! its all our hard earn welfare ><~ thinking that no longer need to go back to e jungle for outfield. Kinda happy but kinda miss it too.

Kinda forgot what happen also. Too lazy to blog. LOL! Maybe you guys wanna know abt life @ thailand? LOL. Jus feel that we're really very lucky. After having gotta a chance to look at those thai kids. Age of i think from 7onwards have to follow their parents to outfield to sell drinks to us. And they really work hard.Where ever we go.they follow even if e trip is an hour or so.They nvr failed to show up whenever we're training. And thanks to them.It makes our morale more higher with getting a chance to gulp down a bottle of coke under the hot weather of Thai. Really can die man. U can really feel the sun is burning u. But on e bright side,outfield over there no MOSQUITO!! Shuang si le.without having to scratch like a monkey. As u see having to complete task during the night stil having to scratch here & there.wipe away ur sweat = OUR TASK CANT COMPLETE IN TIME!

Yeah. So Below is our training program:

1st - Ex Navex

Simply jus a walk & walk thingy. Having to walk from check points to check points and the distance is not 100-200m is 2000km-4000km per checkpoint ><~ Under that hot weather whenever got tree we'll jus hide inside. (Weird thing in thai,thou its hot,but once u find a shade.Its heaven. In Thai,Its that hot x= ) haha.during that tyme we really had a great tyme. LOL. In my mind i keep thinking.Ya.we'll go thru no matter what =) . and during our journey to the first checkpoint "wushu" aka Jianhong our pioneer 1 did a very stupid thing. LOL. Cuz the area we cover alot of farms and thai pple staying there. They do have their own cows. And wushu keep "moo" "moo" til the whole bunch of cows follow us.then the owner was so fed up keep shouting for the cow to go back. Before this trip there was a briefing stating tat "DO NOT DISTURB THE VILLAGERS AND THE COWS" bt wushu jus ignore. Who cares anyway?! WE GONNA ORD!

Finally we reach our first checkpoint haha. As usual the vendor wil be there! =D so we bought coke again.WOO~ Den we cont our journey aft tt. LOL. Then our SGTs were SGT JOSEPH and SGT Yong Heng. yeah. On e way to our 2nd checkpoint we reach a so call hmm.how to say, reach something like a maple bahx. HAHA! its damn cooling.We stand there the wind keep coming. Think if we lie down can just fall aslp.OH! also there a liason following every team. IN case need communication or smth.yahx.He fit lor.walk & walk not tired de.The sun to him like nothing. =/

During this ex i only know we're v.tired.keep walk & walk.Towards e end stil got 2 doggie follow us.LOL.make our journey more fun. Finally everything end, we were unmovable in the tonner. =/ Really shag out. Everyone got Darken/sunburn. LOL!

And its was Canteen break aft we reach back e camp.........
1 full day of rest...................................

Its Ex- Deployment.

Its a training jus to touch up our drills and knowledge before the real one.our last training sapper star? dno hw to spell. LOL. Ya. This Batch of us extra 3 outfield. Tough. Having to climb Eagle hill? (This Hill Is super high + super Steep.) When u look down u can never see the ground. =/ Its tat high. Climb up also abit prob. LOL! During this training Eagle hill i fall out =x cuz of my leg. LOL! and know what Wushu and i did? we were at the canteen for the whole day shopping?! For Grade A wallets bla bla bla. Wushu took whole day to choose and yet stil cant decide. =/

Have i ever tell u guys the food there was super nice? Even thou its jus a normal "Char Mee" its super nice! Thou during my last packet of "Char Mee" there make me shyt in the forest >< ~ LOL.but its worth it. =x The Canteen food was super nice. Those Freezes/ Calamari/ Burger/ Wanton Mee. Me and Guan Ming have alr tried out all the freezes. HAHA and we finally stick to our Apple and Lime Freeze. LOL~

R&R nth to talk abt. Cuz its damn boring. I can only remember during the whole day of R&R we were on e bus travelling. =/ Nth much. This Trip to thai really learn alot things. Thou there's unhappy moments between the platoon itself and PS. All goes well and we've complete our finale. We show our platoon spirit regardless whether i'm close or i like you or not. =) During our R&R when we hop on e bus. All of us say, Finally this day comes~ . Stil remember when we first touch down there, i told pang, "Pang, another 18days we'll be back at this spot taking the bus back" and it all happen =)

The feeling of the long 3 weeks and finally reach sg its so great. Sis came to fetch me. yeah. ><. Shall go there again. "No 38~ " <-- haha.those who went there wil understand.HAHA. Great memories =)

OK! back to sg le. thou what happen above happen months ago. =x . and lately have been wit dar all e time. lol. Just had a mini-celebration ytd on my bdae.went Azabo SAbo. Hmm 5/10 ba for me. but nick drink the mango milkshake. First mouth he fly to heaven le. =x LOL!!

Went CWP with dar today. She off work early.Dar dn be sad kae?thou u kip telling me ur frens neglect u.Its happening arnd dis world de kae. Cant click aso bo bian de ma. U cant change e way ur lifestyle is for someone de ah. Mayb u just not suitable for dem nor. Dn worry nar kae? cuz i'm here ah. Ya.Watch The "Dark Knight" WOO 8/10!! lolx. Quite Nice. Bt the seats there abit er xin. LOL! Actually the show was 10/10 but the 2points i gave to the couple bside us =x HAHAHAHAHAHA. (Dar u shld know) =x LOL~ The seats there abit erxin la. Duiis. Make my hand so smelly. =/

Aft tt, train back to bishan wit dar had supper, On e way back play psp wit dar. HAHA so funny. Now whenever i play this game. Wil think of u le dar. LOL~ How we play tgt using 1 psp =x HAHA. I GONNA WIN U AGAIN!!! ><

*On e way train to CWP kinda miss outfield. =/ Those times were the times u can really dont need think of anything other then jus tasks over there. Got good got bad.=/ Hope aft i ORD everything wil go smoothly for me.Thou its 99.99999% impossible.cuz life is full of ups and downs. =/ sad. LOL.but i'm 100% sure no matter what obstacles i'm facing.beside me its always my "Tann Jia GUI" aka Brenda Yeo x= KEKE hor? 杨小姐.kekex.

Wow. Jus realised my blog is long.thou alot of things i know still haven blog de.but so sudden cant find a proper way to blog it. Shall blog it once my idea rolls in =x. I cant slp tats why i blog =x LOL. Alrite.Shall stop here.hand tired. Shall Blog nxt time.

2008-06-30T01:28:00.003+08:00

Ahh.Finally another 2more months gonna ORD =).recently set up a shop with wifey selling cookies.HAHA.sales stil not bad =D heh heh~ =X also got our new couple phone N6500 =D wahahha.dis phone dno cursed or what lor. so hard then we both can get dis phone.Aiyo. HAHA. but finally we got it =). Dont know what to blog also.HAHA.just hope more $$ comes in =X gonna ORD le.must plan liao =/ sian.

2008-06-18T23:14:00.002+08:00

Setting up a small business soon. If interested please pm me for more details either on msn/hp.

THANK YOU !

**P.S - For Girls Only (Please Dont Think Its Any Dirty Deals, ITS PERFECTLY CLEAN 100%! )

Guys are also welcome if u were to buy for your gf. =D

2008-06-17T13:11:00.002+08:00

Hoho. My long await NSF stories stil halfway only.Shall share with you guys what i've learnt when i'm in Thailand =)

How can u tell whether people arnd u that u people always say they are useless are really useless???Let ME tell u how

No one can say that particular one is useless. As long as, useless people know that they're useless but yet they are willing to take hardship due to their uselessNESS, they're even more useful then some people out there.
Those that are really useless, is those that they know they're useless, but yet dey are not willing to take hardship.Those are really USELESS.

**I.E: A useless guy willing to work as a sweeper without complaints,cuz he know thats his life.<-DOES NOT CONSIDER USELESS! In fact, WE people shld learn from them. =x.

Those that read this may think this is bullshit but think twice before u people label somebody else nxt time x=

2008-05-25T00:49:00.002+08:00

Finally, Its Coming. Ex-Crescendo. Marking E End Of My Army Life Soon =)

Monday Night Flight 10.40pm A Route to Finale...........xD

STAY TUNE~

2008-05-19T09:19:00.001+08:00

Finally Its Coming To E End In Less Then 4 Months Time..

Care To Know More About My Past 2 Years?

STAY TUNE

2008-05-19T00:53:00.001+08:00

$0# PLEASE STAY TUNE