.Sunday, October 18, 2009 Y
Where are u?
Are u missing me? Do u miss e feeling of we hugging each other tight?
Do u miss my shoulder?
Wil u stil treat me eat once u got yr first pay?
Sigh..
I'm tired.Dont know why.Just tired.Mentally,physically.
When u're outside enjoying having fun.did i pop out in yr mind?doubt so.
I've come to know things that are very important. I've come to know all these days i've been heartaching tts y my life have been in such a way.But i dont know how to stop it from aching.
I really got no idea. Sigh. i shall remain lonely. Its better dis way. Pple ending up being with me
wil come to no good. even my baby. All along i've been aching cuz i miss the 120506 baby. Til now i totally dont know whois this girl anymore. where r u? Til i'm jus someone she wish to forget so hard n can jus sway me away from the words of her friends. Where's my baby? The one that wil share everything treat me as her no.1 in her heart.even an ant bite her.she wil also sms to complain to me. jus wishes that i sayang her.do u know i've been so lonely without u ma brenda yeo(120506)? wil u stil come back? sigh..I'm jus someone that she is willing to let go to gain more friends.i'm jus someone that have been left out.sigh.......
Walking aimlessly thru the night. jus hope whateva i bought can reach her. Thou her physical presence is stil here.but i can no longer feel her. i'll jus wait for 1 day when she totally 4gets abt me. its time i let go too....& i know she's trying hard. My heart can continues to ache til den.
i'll suffer dis everyday alone just to let u lead yr happy life without me...........
*God.All these years i've never pray anything for myself.All these years my every praying has xiangting.I hope u stil continue to hear my prayers.Please.Tq.Tts all i hope for.I'm tired. I jus wish to sleep.
I heartache is not becuz i've lost her but to know e truth abt you.
written on 7:57 PM
