.Friday, October 16, 2009 Y
Probably my last entry.
Somethings just cant be forgotten.
Can u really not think of me when u sees....
Mac bfast?
Kfc bfast?
pizzahut?
carrot cake?
sausage?
ham & egg?
rice with nothing but jus simply soup?
spagetti?
sweet popcorn instead of salty?
sprite? (Xue bi)
Domo?
samuel?
your bed?
those bears on yr bed?
bus 197?
bus 222?
sg flyer?
老地方?
popeyes?
arnold's chicken?
skim?
cone ice-cream?
h81?
playgrnd?
swing?
guys wearing white top?
etc....(i'm sure u know better then i do)
Those places we had our fun meals?? our TAN JIA session?
When u ever step into orchard road n take a stroll wont my shadow appear jus bside u?
When u ever step into a cinema to catch a movie wont u be thinking i'm seating bside u?
When u're shopping wont u hope u're holding my arm?
When u're slping at night.wont u feel i'm jus bside u too?
When u're walking wont u hope tt i'm e one behind u shooting pearl?
When u're alone wont u hope i'm e one to be silly to make u smile?
If u ever go KL,Malaysia,Genting wont u think about our time there?How we walk around eat around as if there was only e two of us? the promises we made?
If u ever go Petaling wont u remember the model car u kip please me to buy for u?
Wont u remember the fishpond we make our wishes?
Dont u wish to know what my wishes was?or that pond jus didnt realised my wishes.
wont u remember how we enjoy our ikan-bilis?
The comment we argued abt the pagoda?
When u spent your each year bdae, your yearly Chinese new year,wont u think of how i used to follow u?
Wont u hope a silly boy wil ever hold a heartshape standing outside yr door........??
Wont u hope when u shout "dear" i'm e one replying u?
Wont u hope that silly boy wil always stands beside u no matter how u scold him & angry him?
even til u did smth that u think let him down?
Wont u hope that silly boy will always show u how much he love u?by being softhearted times & times agn? til he has hurt himself so badly yet he dont mind.
the bits n pieces of those silly quarrels we had? & how we patch up each time so sweetly?
a silly boy that wil always offer u places of where to eat? and a bottle of yakult?
All these doesnt cross your mind anymore?? or all along i'm only e one feeling dis way.Til i'm too silly to realised it has been dis way all along.Or all these doesnt bother abt u anymore.........
3yrs ago. a silly yet cant even speak properly and lack of self-confidence boy met a girl. Who he finally got e courage to tell himself. he want to take care of this girl,he wan to bring her go places she had not been b4 during his life time, he want to make her world full of color. He's the one that drag tt girl out of that colorless world into a colorful world. Yet the girl has push that silly boy back to her colorless world.Its him who take care of her all along, how can she now used to how other people take care of her?Maybe all this was jus his own wishful thinkings.....
In his heart,he has been thinking, what has she becomes like what is she now.
Whenever he thinks of it. His tears just cant stop rolling down his chubby cheeks.
Til his heart was so disheartened & slowly dead.........n wishes his life would jus end in an instant.
written on 7:37 AM
