.Saturday, October 10, 2009 Y
没有熊猫的日子,第2天
Awaken by thunderstorm at my side & realised everything has ended its stil hard
to take nearly sms her & ask is she stil sleeping?is her side stil having thunderstorm?or mayb she has alr went out wit her frens yet agn. How i wish we once again lie down tgt n see stars
shining up in the sky. Yr fav isnt it? Everytime u see stars u will "wa so nice" U're always full of emotion. Tts y light up a silly boi's life with no emotions at all.wil we ever eat ice cream agn? Or m i jus sum1 u wan den u come dn wn jus kip it aside?
Tml is sun yet my off day. What should i do? or shld say what CAN i do?
Wil i received her sms again one day? or she wil disappear from my life 4eva
The next time i saw her maybe she already has another guy standing bside her
Wil she asked me out tomolo? again i'm lying to myself. sigh..
Alot things went thru my mind when i'm sleeping last night. Do i really love her?
After what she did & what she say and her motive most impt her main reason for gifing up this relationship. i'm really confused.Even xiaofei say she abit not like last time that brenda ping is better. Isit really tt way? xiaofei? Let time to tell me my real ans dis time. Have decided if rong cal/sms me tomolo. I wil go this time. Til now i m still thinking for her. Only myself know what is that.
Anyway, have a date with xiaofei next sat. N soon we wil conquer our hse here the MULTISTORY Carpark. HAHAHAHA. Only we know what we gonna do. Gng work later. its gonna be a tough night. But no matter what. I think i have my ways of stopping it. Tt promise i made her last night. She nvr reject @ all.Makes me even cfm she's leaving dis time. Staring at my hp n found out its stil so dead makes my heart sank each time. Let time heals me.......
you say u wil come back if u love me? will u really come back?u say u left to change 4 e better? have u change? or are u jus lying to me yet u're alr giving up?Mayb 1 day yr feelings towards me is not tt strong anymore i'll know everything frm u.Am i really the guy tt u love most in dis life?
你还爱我吗？好想再一次对你说你是我的女人。。。
written on 10:13 AM
