.Friday, June 26, 2009 Y
I've decided to come up with this post as i think i shld know your answer by now. sorry you wil sure say i'm not confident enuf.Yes i'm not.In fact totally i've no confidence tt u gonna return like b4. All i left is the memories of you.
Want to reborn your hair for you,want to go hols with you,want to cont to be the one to bring u to where you've not been b4.
Went to cut hair as u've complain abt my hair. Yes i've cut it =) walk from bugis to our Laodifang. Everywhere is you. how scared i am to turn rounds and rounds but cant find the direction to our laodifang. =((
how we started our 3yrs at the bus stop when we first saw each other,how we have our first meal @ newton.(maybe that is the time i'm destined to bring u eat around) how we first went to fountain of wealth.how i she bu de you leave me tat night.
how you hold my arm during our first date,how we went to stadium,How we eat our wanton mee,how you brought me to national library,how we laminate our neoprint arnd tt area,how i follow u to popular,how wil i disturb you when we walk past the dark road whenever we walk from bugis to suntec before the overhead bridge.When ever we climb that overhead bridge you wil always say to me "dear 我很累" make me always holding ur hand tight and climb up. how u first brought me to try out the korean food,how we hold hand & walk to our lao di fang always.how you spent my 18 bdae with me,how we always walk arnd without any directions.how you wil always look forward to for my bookout date,how we wil always spent our sats & sun tgt, til i ORD started work, How u pei me go around interview,how i got 81 job,how you wake me up every morning,how you iron my clothes,how u sent me off to bus stop & take bus,how i she bu de you every morning.how we sat @ east coast,how i sing your fav zhao chuan song to you,how u always lie on my shoulder,how you always tear infront of me,how we cycle from one end to another,how we always look forward to meet each other.
how you complain to me you u hungry ....and i always bring u eat...
All these no longer in your mind..........................
This is the place where our tears,laughter,memories wil be kept & bury.how you nod your head saying you're coming back.
Our most memorable 30mins was once in one of the cabin
Wil u stil go with me =(
All along i ignore your plea for me to treat u better. I'm sorry. now you've find your love i can only do nth but let go. When you are outside with him and frens i realised i'm all alone.....i'm the one tt let u down. I'm e one tt did not treasure you......as u say....u dont love me anymore...how u left tt night.....wil always be in my mind.
If no miracles happen,by e time u read this post.This is what you wil be hoping for.
我真的好累.....
All i live with is regrets....
just like walking to the end of this road.........
your silly boy.........
written on 9:30 PM
